Yeah I hate fighting. I mean I hate the lead up n all that shut n I try to avoid a scrap if I can. I'd rather talk my way out of it. I've actually been kicked off on when trying to stop the kicker offer from kicking off with someone else. It's always the middle man who gets it.
But once fists get exchanged I love it. And the feeling after. It's a crazy stress reliever.
The only problem nowadays is if you beat somebody up you know that isn't the last of it. That's the part I really hate. If I scrap n lose that's it for me. But most can't take it so resort to shady snake shit some time further down the line.
I remember when I was pissed up 1 night in my teens coming home from the pub with friends and on the way home we bumped into some lads. 1 of em recognised 1 of my mates n started giving him a load of abuse. My boy was acting all passive n shot about letting him talk shit. Me being a pissed up cunt was like "fuck this shit" n started mouthing off at the guy shouting down the road. Without any hesitation the guy starts walking up to me. I stood my ground like c'mon then while my people stood behind me, squared up to him ready to get it in then BANG! he lays into me. I fall to the floor in a pissed up heap like "WTF just happened?" someone picks me up n drags me off as we make off. I'm fucking pissed at my boy right now like WTF ain't you do shit, why ain't you say anything when he was giving you shit?
Turns out the guy who sparked me out went to my boys school and was the hardest bastard there and was on leave from the army!
Lol.
And funnily enough. The same kid I stuck up for then was the same kid who bailed earlier when I mentioned about people kicking off on me for stopping them from kicking off. Hahaha.
I never stuck up for him again.
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