| I'm the chosen one travellin' thru life Through the many twists and turns learnin' what's wrong and right Goin' thru changes now that I'm gettin' older Wantin' more freedom See the rebellion Weight's off my shoulders Experienced my first love but then he did me wrong Another abuser leavin' scars pushed me away and now he's gone Tired of the pain and tired of the hurt Tired of childish niggaz and bitches I got one word and that's FAKE Tell me dear Lord how long does it take for the youngest real woman like me to see my destiny? Not my FATE Evil muthafuckaz' hearts filled with hate But I pray everynight that I pass to them Golden Gates I know my time is nearin' even though I'm just 16..I'm a clever young thing But neva to reach my dream is irrelevant My untimely death is quite Evident because all the shit that's come back to haunt me My death I'm nailin' it I can see my black casket carried in a hearse Pink and White flowers people in black tears rollin' cause they all hurt And the Grim Reaper creepin' he's ready to take my soul I'll see ya at the Crossroads like Bone Thugs it's my time to go But who's gonna give a damn? Just another young girl how can they possibly understand? No one knows my secrets my family don't hear me callin' I feel suicidal on my bedroom floor I'm fallin' The birds cawin' And when I look up I'm in the sky, it's clear blue no rain no strain I'm soarin' high On Cloud Nine dressed in all white I'm an angel I got my wings No more bein' petro into the cradle Mama wipe those tears Cause I'm doin' just fine I see my grandma with open arms I run to her and now I glide I'm in happiness but hold on let me come back to reality I'm in a fucked up world no room for me in this society No man to love me to appreciate and hug me Give me a rose on Valentine's Day cause he thinkin' of me No type of relationship I guess my entity is dead I'm a deleted human being with a visible hole blown through my head But let me look on the bright side for a minute I'm a little too far from my dream but what the hell let me get it Let me try to reach that star that I so destine to be That young intelligent rap chick Burnin' niggaz in the 3rd degree SHIT like 50 Cent I'll either get rich or die tryin' I might as well die can't go back my mind is fryin' in eternal death I'm wheezin this is my last breath..please don't take it God I need to tell them the rest I guess I can just finish high school be on the corna sellin' dope to dope fiends like I'm cool, go out and party drink and smoke my life away or move down to Compton and get capped up today Either way I know that my life wasn't meant to be I'm not gonna live past 20 might as well fuck bein' 80. No kids or grandkids shit no man who I can trust all these niggaz on the streets be makin' a female wanna bust 'em I guess I'm just gonna be another lost soul Wonderin ' the streets hidin' in shadows Hell I don't know.. I guess I can try to make the best even though I have failed to see that light I guess I'll find out my true mission and live it * 'TIL THE END OF TIME* |
