Dark Shit: Guilt

[IV]

Stealing cash from my Dad when I was young and blaming it on my alcoholic or drug addict sisters. (years ago).

Being a bitch at school and treating my mum like dirt.

Fucking with one persons emotions.

[IV]

Stealing cash from my Dad when I was young and blaming it on my alcoholic or drug addict sisters. (years ago).

Being a bitch at school and treating my mum like dirt.

Fucking with one persons emotions.

[Louie Dawgs]

Originally Posted by V3numb

if only man.. if only

im surprised my techers lemme pass in such late ish somtimes

don't turn it in late, just smash it all the night before. It works.

[Louie Dawgs]

Originally Posted by V3numb

if only man.. if only

im surprised my techers lemme pass in such late ish somtimes

don't turn it in late, just smash it all the night before. It works.

[V3numb]

Originally Posted by Ad Hominem

don't turn it in late, just smash it all the night before. It works.

picking up the pencil to even start is my problem

[V3numb]

Originally Posted by Ad Hominem

don't turn it in late, just smash it all the night before. It works.

picking up the pencil to even start is my problem

[Phil Banks]

18 yrs old my girl... setup a sale for me for 200 pills.... I made her think shit was good then we took her friends shit with her freaking out in the process... her friends were vietnemese or w/e so she was scared a week later she od'd... always felt that shit was on me


*waits* for someone else to write a song bout

[Phil Banks]

18 yrs old my girl... setup a sale for me for 200 pills.... I made her think shit was good then we took her friends shit with her freaking out in the process... her friends were vietnemese or w/e so she was scared a week later she od'd... always felt that shit was on me


*waits* for someone else to write a song bout

[NOBLE]

When I was 16, I lived in an apartment complex in Atlanta, and there was this girl that lived in the neighborhood nearby. She was the nerdy type and no one really fucked with her cause we thought she was weird. Anyways, I've always been the type of cat that even though I was in the "In" crowd and considered cool, I would kick it with "nerdy" people sometimes and never thought that I was too good to be decent to or be friends with anybody.
So when this girl tried to talk to me and I responded and didn't look down on her, she took a liking to me that became sort of an obsession.
I guess no one ever really talked to her or treated her like a decent person should. I wasn't attracted to her or anything, I was just being friendly.
Anyways, this girl started being obsessed and she was telling me she'd do anything for me. She even started stealing money from her mom to buy me sneakers and shit.
Some of my friends started noticing and when I told them she said she'd do anything for me, they started putting ideas in my head. At that time, we listened to rappers who made it seem like being a "G" and a pimp was everything. Since she said she'd do anything for me, I started asking her to have sex with men for payment. I remember selling her to these dirty old construction workers who lived in the complex. She REALLY didn't want to do it, but I knew she liked me, yet I made it seem like that's what she had to do to prove it to me. Thing is I had no intention of ever being with this girl. She wasn't my type and she was White, and I felt like my boys would have made fun of me for even kicking it with a White girl (I don't think like this anymore, but back then I was naive). I knew that she thought that after doing all these things for me, we would be together so I lead her on. I even had her service me and my friends one night and we ran a throat-train on her. When I look back at that time, I feel really guilty cause I know she would never have done any of those things if I hadn't put her up to it. She only wanted to be with me and thought that that's what she had to do for me to accept her. If I could re-do that whole thing, I'd just be her friend and teach and encourage her to have more self-confidence.

[NOBLE]

When I was 16, I lived in an apartment complex in Atlanta, and there was this girl that lived in the neighborhood nearby. She was the nerdy type and no one really fucked with her cause we thought she was weird. Anyways, I've always been the type of cat that even though I was in the "In" crowd and considered cool, I would kick it with "nerdy" people sometimes and never thought that I was too good to be decent to or be friends with anybody.
So when this girl tried to talk to me and I responded and didn't look down on her, she took a liking to me that became sort of an obsession.
I guess no one ever really talked to her or treated her like a decent person should. I wasn't attracted to her or anything, I was just being friendly.
Anyways, this girl started being obsessed and she was telling me she'd do anything for me. She even started stealing money from her mom to buy me sneakers and shit.
Some of my friends started noticing and when I told them she said she'd do anything for me, they started putting ideas in my head. At that time, we listened to rappers who made it seem like being a "G" and a pimp was everything. Since she said she'd do anything for me, I started asking her to have sex with men for payment. I remember selling her to these dirty old construction workers who lived in the complex. She REALLY didn't want to do it, but I knew she liked me, yet I made it seem like that's what she had to do to prove it to me. Thing is I had no intention of ever being with this girl. She wasn't my type and she was White, and I felt like my boys would have made fun of me for even kicking it with a White girl (I don't think like this anymore, but back then I was naive). I knew that she thought that after doing all these things for me, we would be together so I lead her on. I even had her service me and my friends one night and we ran a throat-train on her. When I look back at that time, I feel really guilty cause I know she would never have done any of those things if I hadn't put her up to it. She only wanted to be with me and thought that that's what she had to do for me to accept her. If I could re-do that whole thing, I'd just be her friend and teach and encourage her to have more self-confidence.

[Phil Banks]

^^^ wow apoc bitch you grimey make me look like a choir boy thats ill

[Phil Banks]

^^^ wow apoc bitch you grimey make me look like a choir boy thats ill

[NOBLE]

I ain't proud of it. I feel guilty cause that ain't me to take advantage of someone like that. I was young and stupid thinking I was going to be a pimp.

[NOBLE]

I ain't proud of it. I feel guilty cause that ain't me to take advantage of someone like that. I was young and stupid thinking I was going to be a pimp.

[ViTRiOL]

Fucking hell, Apoc. That's a mad story dude. Feel like it could be a novel or a movie or something.

I'm stealing this idea, you can have a 15% publishing cut.

For'real though, it's good you feel guilty about it. You just gotta make up for it with better-doings in the present and future.

[ViTRiOL]

Fucking hell, Apoc. That's a mad story dude. Feel like it could be a novel or a movie or something.

I'm stealing this idea, you can have a 15% publishing cut.

For'real though, it's good you feel guilty about it. You just gotta make up for it with better-doings in the present and future.

[IV]

Damn Apoc that's deep. At least you feel guilty about it though and don't doubt you learnt from it. It's better that stuff happens when you younger, more likely everyone involved would just move on from it.

[IV]

Damn Apoc that's deep. At least you feel guilty about it though and don't doubt you learnt from it. It's better that stuff happens when you younger, more likely everyone involved would just move on from it.

hahahahhaahaa yo apoc u my hero hahah that shits ice cold

hahahahhaahaa yo apoc u my hero hahah that shits ice cold