Dear God,

[Wigsplit]

It seems like u kinda hate me... like your tryna drive me crazy. Why'd u take my baby? FUCK YOU! He was innocent! I don't give a shit! Why didn't u take me?!? Two more months... He could've seen the world... We held him in our arms... Me n my girl. N she held him in her belly for seven... Then u decided it was time to take him to heaven. I guess we didn't have enough stress... Now we gotta deal with our son's death... That means darkness, wanna tear apart shit... Feelin heartless like an empty carcass. It's been a month now since he's been gone... But since that fuckin phone call... It's been too long. I try to be strong... N my three little boys help. Even tho it's wrong... I'm glad their with me in this hell. When they smile, I feel alrite for a while... But I'm ready to snap, so keep 911 on speed dial. Thats the insanity that comes with family... Try to hold it together, but feels like God is damning me. Panicking, my head hurts... Ready to explode, eyes overflow... Here come the wet works. N i know my woman is hurtin just as bad, she's just as sad, she's nuts, she's mad... Just like me, so why are we fighting... Gotta get it out before we end up dying crying. Kaylix, I love you, and we'll see you again... Until then... Me, your mother, and brothers, will keep you within.

[Wigsplit]

It seems like u kinda hate me... like your tryna drive me crazy. Why'd u take my baby? FUCK YOU! He was innocent! I don't give a shit! Why didn't u take me?!? Two more months... He could've seen the world... We held him in our arms... Me n my girl. N she held him in her belly for seven... Then u decided it was time to take him to heaven. I guess we didn't have enough stress... Now we gotta deal with our son's death... That means darkness, wanna tear apart shit... Feelin heartless like an empty carcass. It's been a month now since he's been gone... But since that fuckin phone call... It's been too long. I try to be strong... N my three little boys help. Even tho it's wrong... I'm glad their with me in this hell. When they smile, I feel alrite for a while... But I'm ready to snap, so keep 911 on speed dial. Thats the insanity that comes with family... Try to hold it together, but feels like God is damning me. Panicking, my head hurts... Ready to explode, eyes overflow... Here come the wet works. N i know my woman is hurtin just as bad, she's just as sad, she's nuts, she's mad... Just like me, so why are we fighting... Gotta get it out before we end up dying crying. Kaylix, I love you, and we'll see you again... Until then... Me, your mother, and brothers, will keep you within.