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The Black Book
This fake personality
Keeps making em mad at me
I where this to take on what battles me
And to escape from reality
This mask show the positives
And make people like me
Believe me its not a trick
But they continue to spite me
But on the inside
Its been time
For me to quit this crime
To show people what I keep hidden
I express myself with schemes and writtens
But to be in this position
It makes me sickened
I was beaten by my father when i was younger
My mother?
Somebody hung her
Met him on the street
Let him in her house
Later she was beat
Cuz she wouldn't let him be her spouse
He said you look beautiful today
How is it any different
Believe me I've been with many women
None of them would let me sit in
Believe me next its your chest im rippin'
And thats why I never show my emotions within
Bible in my right hand bottle in my left
Pray to the lord while I drown my sins to death
Feels like hits direct
To my ribs and chest
I have no emotions maybe depression at best
Before I was top notch
Must watch
Couldn't time me with a stopwatch
Now I'm on cocaine
Got no game
And Low fame
Put my family to shame
The truth is I am afraid
Now I feel super like getting hit with gamma rays
Now it's time to pull the mask away
My life is a longed game of hide and go seek
Like a prolonged movie why don't you go see!
The truth is this ain't even half of it you don't know me.
If only
This unmasking will make me less lonely!
THE END
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