Lucid dreaming?? orrr?

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I was dreaming about killing random people and police who got in my way. I then awoke, but I couldn't control anything that happened. I was dreaming about going into my kitchen and grabbing a knife. I actually felt the handle in my fist, before I blacked out. Hard to explain because everything seemed so surreal but I didn't remember what happened when I blacked out. When I finally came to, I found myself standing in my kitchen doorway. The knife I just "dreamed" about laid on the floor a few feet from me. If I was lucid dreaming, I wouldn't have left my bed, right? Weird because not too long ago I read about "sleep murderers". Do I need help? I would think someone here could assist me with this.

Serious replies please.

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I was dreaming about killing random people and police who got in my way. I then awoke, but I couldn't control anything that happened. I was dreaming about going into my kitchen and grabbing a knife. I actually felt the handle in my fist, before I blacked out. Hard to explain because everything seemed so surreal but I didn't remember what happened when I blacked out. When I finally came to, I found myself standing in my kitchen doorway. The knife I just "dreamed" about laid on the floor a few feet from me. If I was lucid dreaming, I wouldn't have left my bed, right? Weird because not too long ago I read about "sleep murderers". Do I need help? I would think someone here could assist me with this.

Serious replies please.