HAVEN'T LOGGED IN 5 YEARS I don't think I'm ready for the world

[EMCEEKILLER]

First, look at my battles. I haven't logged in since I was 13 years old. Nobody knew I was just bullshittin? I am 18 now. Truth is, I'm not hood, I'm not black, I'm upper middle class from a Caucasian family and I am crying because I am not a "thug" in any sort of way.

Yes, I cry because I am not a rapper. I am not even a poet. I read poetry, I attempt suicide, I fall into depression, love, lust....

Bottom line, I have to find work. As in, I need to join a trade union and make money or else I'm done for, my parents will support me as long as I look for work but right now I feel like I fucked my life up.

THAT BOY 5 years ago who took all those "lets beef" battles and lost 100% of the time, laughing, having fun online.... THAT boy is a young man and he is scared, can I even be called a man? I'm weak physically and mentally.

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I don't even have the strength to make stupid jokes like that anymore. I'm far too weak, depression has me so pale. I used to be so flamboyant and green, A STRONG, RICH green... Now I'm on the edge, just waiting to fall over, if I could just muster up the courage... Until then, I just waste my time...

I might start a rap battle with the above lines, I still got my signature flow.... Where I diss myself and forget to diss anyone else.

[EMCEEKILLER]

First, look at my battles. I haven't logged in since I was 13 years old. Nobody knew I was just bullshittin? I am 18 now. Truth is, I'm not hood, I'm not black, I'm upper middle class from a Caucasian family and I am crying because I am not a "thug" in any sort of way.

Yes, I cry because I am not a rapper. I am not even a poet. I read poetry, I attempt suicide, I fall into depression, love, lust....

Bottom line, I have to find work. As in, I need to join a trade union and make money or else I'm done for, my parents will support me as long as I look for work but right now I feel like I fucked my life up.

THAT BOY 5 years ago who took all those "lets beef" battles and lost 100% of the time, laughing, having fun online.... THAT boy is a young man and he is scared, can I even be called a man? I'm weak physically and mentally.

---------- Post added at 03:12 AM ---------- Previous post was at 03:05 AM ----------

I don't even have the strength to make stupid jokes like that anymore. I'm far too weak, depression has me so pale. I used to be so flamboyant and green, A STRONG, RICH green... Now I'm on the edge, just waiting to fall over, if I could just muster up the courage... Until then, I just waste my time...

I might start a rap battle with the above lines, I still got my signature flow.... Where I diss myself and forget to diss anyone else.

[Subreal]

just quit ur job like Danger Rich, make a new thread about it then become a rapper. Lol

[Subreal]

just quit ur job like Danger Rich, make a new thread about it then become a rapper. Lol

[EMCEEKILLER]

Originally Posted by Subreal

just quit ur job like Danger Rich, make a new thread about it then become a rapper. Lol

Subreal. I don't believe it. I haven't heard from you in 5 years! Your join date says it all!


Honestly though, I think you're mocking me and I am obviously not in the mood. Look at my posts from 5 years ago and compare them to my OP, I have clearly aged..................

and life has spanked my ass.

[EMCEEKILLER]

Originally Posted by Subreal

just quit ur job like Danger Rich, make a new thread about it then become a rapper. Lol

Subreal. I don't believe it. I haven't heard from you in 5 years! Your join date says it all!


Honestly though, I think you're mocking me and I am obviously not in the mood. Look at my posts from 5 years ago and compare them to my OP, I have clearly aged..................

and life has spanked my ass.

[Subreal]

i wasn't even here 5 years ago. u are lying. i made an account in 2010 and quit untill 2013 lol

[Subreal]

i wasn't even here 5 years ago. u are lying. i made an account in 2010 and quit untill 2013 lol

[COFFIN DODGER]

??? how can u say your 18 and ya lifes fucked up , esp as u come from a middle class family with supportive parents ? your not a 16 year single mum , a crackhead or mugger so life aint that bad , plenty of folks would love to be in your position , stop moaning and man up ffs !!

[COFFIN DODGER]

??? how can u say your 18 and ya lifes fucked up , esp as u come from a middle class family with supportive parents ? your not a 16 year single mum , a crackhead or mugger so life aint that bad , plenty of folks would love to be in your position , stop moaning and man up ffs !!

Go see a psychiatrist or some shit.

Go see a psychiatrist or some shit.

So, you haven't been online in 5 years, but, managed to update your account when you were apparently 15?

So, you haven't been online in 5 years, but, managed to update your account when you were apparently 15?

Get the Violins & Tissues Out

But whats your other account @EMCEEKILLER ?

Get the Violins & Tissues Out

But whats your other account @EMCEEKILLER ?

Originally Posted by EMCEEKILLER

First, look at my battles. I haven't logged in since I was 13 years old. Nobody knew I was just bullshittin? I am 18 now. Truth is, I'm not hood, I'm not black, I'm upper middle class from a Caucasian family and I am crying because I am not a "thug" in any sort of way.

Yes, I cry because I am not a rapper. I am not even a poet. I read poetry, I attempt suicide, I fall into depression, love, lust....

Bottom line, I have to find work. As in, I need to join a trade union and make money or else I'm done for, my parents will support me as long as I look for work but right now I feel like I fucked my life up.

THAT BOY 5 years ago who took all those "lets beef" battles and lost 100% of the time, laughing, having fun online.... THAT boy is a young man and he is scared, can I even be called a man? I'm weak physically and mentally.

---------- Post added at 03:12 AM ---------- Previous post was at 03:05 AM ----------

I don't even have the strength to make stupid jokes like that anymore. I'm far too weak, depression has me so pale. I used to be so flamboyant and green, A STRONG, RICH green... Now I'm on the edge, just waiting to fall over, if I could just muster up the courage... Until then, I just waste my time...

I might start a rap battle with the above lines, I still got my signature flow.... Where I diss myself and forget to diss anyone else.

Fuck outta here.

Originally Posted by EMCEEKILLER

First, look at my battles. I haven't logged in since I was 13 years old. Nobody knew I was just bullshittin? I am 18 now. Truth is, I'm not hood, I'm not black, I'm upper middle class from a Caucasian family and I am crying because I am not a "thug" in any sort of way.

Yes, I cry because I am not a rapper. I am not even a poet. I read poetry, I attempt suicide, I fall into depression, love, lust....

Bottom line, I have to find work. As in, I need to join a trade union and make money or else I'm done for, my parents will support me as long as I look for work but right now I feel like I fucked my life up.

THAT BOY 5 years ago who took all those "lets beef" battles and lost 100% of the time, laughing, having fun online.... THAT boy is a young man and he is scared, can I even be called a man? I'm weak physically and mentally.

---------- Post added at 03:12 AM ---------- Previous post was at 03:05 AM ----------

I don't even have the strength to make stupid jokes like that anymore. I'm far too weak, depression has me so pale. I used to be so flamboyant and green, A STRONG, RICH green... Now I'm on the edge, just waiting to fall over, if I could just muster up the courage... Until then, I just waste my time...

I might start a rap battle with the above lines, I still got my signature flow.... Where I diss myself and forget to diss anyone else.

Fuck outta here.

[Erupt da Monsta]

Nigga this is letsbeef... not lets console 18 year old fuckups.

[Erupt da Monsta]

Nigga this is letsbeef... not lets console 18 year old fuckups.