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Went ill inside of my mental, slacking on the supplemental medicine, voices in my head again, lettin their venom in. Dread has been leavin me dead within, can feel it settle in. It's evident, I'm irrelevant, got cracks in my skeleton, I'm out my element. Every night I spiral deep, try to end it all, even while I sleep, just ain't no rest for me, hate the breath I breathe. Yeah, these demons inside of me, they lie to me, turn me into something I don't wanna be, never look in the mirror for fear of what they turned me into. Imagine living life when your thoughts tryin to put an end to you an all I wanna do is improve.Duly noted, my mind is truly bloated with the "Who and what I could've been", hatin who I am cause I know who I should've been, it's killing me, like drilling teeth without the novacaine but who am I to blame? Heard we all the same, but they don't feel my pain, let the rain fall down on me. Feel like God is clowning me, cause he drownin me in misery, never heard of "happy", man, who is he? Artificially I'm blind by choice, it's beneficial to my voice. Cuff up my wrist willingly, so I don't hurt myself endlessly, don't wanna be the one who's killing me, my thoughts force my hands again chillingly. Is this who I'm meant to be? Fighting myself cause I'm my greatest enemy, my thoughts are no friend to me, tryna put an end to me. Posted By: NFlight - 2025-03-08 |