I care about life altogether, of course; But about my life? meh.. Kinda got to the point where I don't give a fuck if i die or not - I ain't tryna act tough but seriously, when it's my time to go, then ain't nobody gonna stop that. Obviously I would like to have a family: Grow old with my yet to be wife and watch my yet to be children grow up to become better people than I currently am... But not everything goes to plan and you can't have everything you want.
Plus I'm joining the British Army in the next 3 months, where I could end up heading to Afghan only to get shot in the noggin.. So I've kinda pushed the idea of death to the back of mind where it will be locked away until my time comes, then ill think about whether i wanna die or live, if it ain't too late lol.
Last edited by SoupErb; 01-09-2013 at 05:45 AM.
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