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Originally Posted by hulKK
i got a few...
i had the chance when i was young to get into special programs n shit and get a good education, but i was into other shit and even though in the end i got my degree, i did it the VERY hard way
when i split up with my first baby moms...i went crazy and hurt alot of people for no reason.
i regret not saving more n shit...i shoulda had a house by now forreal
sounds silly but i regret not taking live battling more seriously. the plan was to get a buzz going and shit and then drop some real dope music cuz battling to me is whack as fuck in real life. i honestly hate every part of it, and it showed in the level of dedication i had to it. for a nigga like me to lose to the cats i did hurt me. that being said i'll be back to the live shit to promote my mixtape soon. lol
i made bitches feel all types of special to get what i needed then dip off...and i dont regret that shit cuz they arent stupid and its the world we live in...there is one though that i do regret manipulating
this one is crazy petty..but still something that always stood out in my mind...two related ones really..firs..when my oldest son was just about a year or so, i was feeding him...i was in a rush and didnt fucking pay attention to how hot the food was after i heated it...the baby food was too hot for him and after i gave it to him he busted out crying and shit....the look on his face was like "damn daddy..i trusted you yo...why did you do this to me"...i bugged out...i was a new parent and all, but that shit stuck with me..the lesson that kids only rely on you. they cant do for themself. the second related regret was that i recently found out that my older son has some digestive issues that cause him to have to rush to the bathroom to take a piss..(the doctor said some shit about pressure on his bladder)...yo..for like the last 3 or 4 years i've been PRESSURING the shit outta lil man for having some accidents at school. i mean i've never beat him, but i'm strict dude...so punishments, stern conversations n shit...all that. for so long and lil man couldnt even help it.
its alot of street shit i regret too but i dont even want to address that part of my life
what do yall regret
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Plenty of regrets i wont even get into... But its The shit with your kids that tear your heart out... My youngest had bronchalitis when he was born ... Kinda like a baby version of asthma that usually passes within the first year ... He was always coughing and never slept for more than a couple of hours at a time for the first 9 months or so... Shit was pretty brutal lack of sleep wise ... We had to try and give him this inhaler through a spacer ... But he was obviously too young to know how to breathe it in ... This one time he wouldn't stop crying ... I'm trying to hold his dummy(pacifier) in his mouth till he starts sucking on it and calms down.... But he doesn't ... So I'm holding it a little longer than usual thinking ... Hurry up n calm down... Then he's giving me this look like the one your talking about... Like...... "wtf are you doing ... I'm in pain here...Your supposed to protect me"..... Few days later I found out that because he hadn't been breathing in the inhaler ... It was sitting on his tongue and he ended up with an infection in his mouth ... So me holding that dummy there was causing him some serious pain .. Shit tore my heart out... Doctors should never have given a baby an inhaler in the first place... Fucking idiots