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Ohs yo as cold as we all are in the forums and shit... being assholes in what not... at the end of the day most of us are regular people wit feelings and morals. i respect you right now. straight up. i dont know ur situation and i dont know if you'll even give a shit about this but ima drop my quick opinion personally based off of the stuff i've read in this thread.
all that runaway shit is ridiculous. i mean seriously... smh. as a father you probably are thinking of nothing right now but your child (obviously). you not thinkin about yourself, you DAMN sure not your baby mama... but soley your son. he's #1 right? running away is too rash and really wont set a good example. and putting one in your brain? think about how this will affect him.. offin yourself is gonna mess him up in some way. growing up without a dad is a bitch. for a kid with a parent missing there leaves a bit of a hole in your life/development. not saying folks with one parent turn out crazy.. but it just leaves a lil empty space. either your one parent (or any other person close in your life) is strong enough to fill the empty space... or you just kinda fucked by yourself outta luck tryna figure out how to fill it get me? running again is a bit ridiculous... so id say just tough it out. be strong and keep your eyes on the prize (which is your kid). get help, get ya stuff straight, etc. do whatever you got to do but stick it out. your kid will respect you for it later (cuz he'd know his dad is such a G to go threw hell and high for him like that dealin with tryna clean up his life) and the courts would eventually respect you for it as well.
that was my 2 cent. in whatever you choose i wish the best of luck. real talk.