I actually believe in god to an extent. After a family member died, I wanted to think "I'll pray to them, hoping that they can here". This got me praying to god, and somehow things have looked up ever since, so I could hope that the connection is more than a very likley coincidence.
I don't think it was a scam. If it's not real, it's a way of life for olden times to me. Moral code.
I always had a problem with putting my life by it because its not faith in god, its faith in man to actually have had a connection with god, if you get me. I dont trust anyone I dont know enough to influence my entire life.
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