[NiroStory]

its really scary when you dont kno if this the devil luring you making all the own shit you write actually be true, writing about shit like whatever, being cut up with knives, what if that actually happens in your life? and you start to feel the pain they feel, fk man this game scares me im just keeping it real. now i got no more thoughts to write, actually i do i cant slow down, fuck man i dont know shit, think about shit, like shit, like shit... POO, you get it? does that mean im a baby who watched shady and his my dad and im his mom that he fucked while being raped by mom, damn what a sinister mom that raped me in her thongs, thats what im thinkin.. writing about the game, why the fuck do i write i hate this mayne, but i gotta fix my brain so i write.. give like 2 fks about what i type, only whats on my brain.. and i believe this shit aint insane, but its scary being a slave to this trade, i mean.. like i said eariler, what if the shit actually happens, what if the devil is just making us sin, and then making us live that sin, thatd be scary as fuck, makes me thinkin about repenting, apologizing for my sins, but im a rebel cus i believe we should be allowed to sin, i mean this is all text we arent doin it for real, so whats the problem, but what if there is a problem fuck im regressing, damn.. fucking churches and shit, prob infected my brain but damn this feels to real. it has to be real its the only logical shit, but we gotta think about the future and be quick, on our feet and think about all this shit, like damn.. how am i supposed to keep this going? why cant i talk like this and keep flowing, why at the moment can i only write, damn this is how it all started, i felt like a retard and wanted to be cool so i started up rhyming damn what a fool, really now how much pain has this fucking caused me, the god damn thought of being a retard fucked me up too fucking much, now i gotta think about the devil and all this stuff, and justify my actions i mean i dont wanna hurt nobody but damn what if i actually am what if people dont see my plan and realize all this shit is just a game and that im tryin to keep the devil and god in balance and not making all this shit actually happen for reals, some people loss grip thinkin life is surreal, gotta be in balance gotta keep it chill, yeah okay soon im gonna go pop some pill, s, s like a snake, damn i cant stop and fuck its gettin late, i have to sleep i dont wanna go the psych ward again, shit ill just stop now i think, actually i keep on writing and i dont kno why, its to see if another thought arrives, now really i have to chill, guess ill have another drink.

---------- Post added at 06:05 PM ---------- Previous post was at 06:02 PM ----------

basically i believe that since its all a code/game nobody should feel pain the way they should feel it since we arent doin it for reals so we should be allowed to have our fun and write and stuff we shouldnt feel bad about it, aslong as we arent doing the shit for reals.. gotta respect people you know, its all about love and shit, i respect everybody equaly, some people i get scared of they treat me bad and thats really sad and i hope those people will one day feel the love i feel for the humanrace and animals and shit too, nobody should be living in pain thats just cruel

[NiroStory]

its really scary when you dont kno if this the devil luring you making all the own shit you write actually be true, writing about shit like whatever, being cut up with knives, what if that actually happens in your life? and you start to feel the pain they feel, fk man this game scares me im just keeping it real. now i got no more thoughts to write, actually i do i cant slow down, fuck man i dont know shit, think about shit, like shit, like shit... POO, you get it? does that mean im a baby who watched shady and his my dad and im his mom that he fucked while being raped by mom, damn what a sinister mom that raped me in her thongs, thats what im thinkin.. writing about the game, why the fuck do i write i hate this mayne, but i gotta fix my brain so i write.. give like 2 fks about what i type, only whats on my brain.. and i believe this shit aint insane, but its scary being a slave to this trade, i mean.. like i said eariler, what if the shit actually happens, what if the devil is just making us sin, and then making us live that sin, thatd be scary as fuck, makes me thinkin about repenting, apologizing for my sins, but im a rebel cus i believe we should be allowed to sin, i mean this is all text we arent doin it for real, so whats the problem, but what if there is a problem fuck im regressing, damn.. fucking churches and shit, prob infected my brain but damn this feels to real. it has to be real its the only logical shit, but we gotta think about the future and be quick, on our feet and think about all this shit, like damn.. how am i supposed to keep this going? why cant i talk like this and keep flowing, why at the moment can i only write, damn this is how it all started, i felt like a retard and wanted to be cool so i started up rhyming damn what a fool, really now how much pain has this fucking caused me, the god damn thought of being a retard fucked me up too fucking much, now i gotta think about the devil and all this stuff, and justify my actions i mean i dont wanna hurt nobody but damn what if i actually am what if people dont see my plan and realize all this shit is just a game and that im tryin to keep the devil and god in balance and not making all this shit actually happen for reals, some people loss grip thinkin life is surreal, gotta be in balance gotta keep it chill, yeah okay soon im gonna go pop some pill, s, s like a snake, damn i cant stop and fuck its gettin late, i have to sleep i dont wanna go the psych ward again, shit ill just stop now i think, actually i keep on writing and i dont kno why, its to see if another thought arrives, now really i have to chill, guess ill have another drink.

---------- Post added at 06:05 PM ---------- Previous post was at 06:02 PM ----------

basically i believe that since its all a code/game nobody should feel pain the way they should feel it since we arent doin it for reals so we should be allowed to have our fun and write and stuff we shouldnt feel bad about it, aslong as we arent doing the shit for reals.. gotta respect people you know, its all about love and shit, i respect everybody equaly, some people i get scared of they treat me bad and thats really sad and i hope those people will one day feel the love i feel for the humanrace and animals and shit too, nobody should be living in pain thats just cruel