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Originally Posted by NOBLE
My biggest fear is not having a sense of where my life is going or what could happen next. I know that's my biggest fear because I went through such a period. If someone would have asked me before what my biggest fear was, I would have said it was losing a close family member like my mom or somebody. I know control is ultimately an illusion and I'm not saying I'm psychic or anything like that, but I always had a sense of what was next, whether good or bad, or what was within the realm of possibility for me...and that gave me a sense of control over my life. When I lost that sense and things started to happen that went beyond the pale of what I could expect, it freaked me out and I had never felt so scared and vulnerable.
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Obey... this is deep... and the quick sand ish was deep aswell....
Not having control over an outcome or current situation. I try to plan to the end, on some Robert Green type shit.... but when you're in a situation that you cant control, or not know what is to come.. I hate that shit. It's like getting locked up... and not knowing what the fuck the judge is going to do, or what type of day he is having.........
My biggest fear is being afraid of anything.... I try to face all of my fears... I used to be afraid of heights until I went skydiving.... Until I just said fuck it... I was afraid of bee's until I realized how beautiful they are... I have two bee's nest on my balcony and I literally forget the bees are above me now.. they mind their business for the most part....
Being stranded in the middle of the ocean is a good one tho... there was a story about a cat that swam like 17 miles or some shit and survived.. shit was crazy... I might try to do a triathlon or some shit haha
some good ones posted here though.. but I try to face most my fears... because my biggest fear is being afraid of anything.. I hate that shit.