Testimony/Mental Health
 

what's good!! I'ma tell you what's good God's grace mafuckas !!

Don't get it twisted I hate churches and never read the damn bible in my life I fuckin hate religion it's trash and these brainwashed vampires that are in these pagan temples are nothing like me ,

I want to share this with you, Not for me but 'cause incase it helps someone ,

I used to hate ppl that spoke to about God and couldn't ever imagine I would be saying this but he truly saved me from the hell I was going through and gave me peace and saved my soul when I was done for

I struggled with drug addictions for many years mostly benzos and smoke 3/4 grams of weed everyday to escape reality from inner torment I was feelin then I became an alcoholic , mixing med's I was off the rails, The Anti depressants they gave me lobotomized me, I had about 7 different kind's they just numbed me the fuck out

Anyway I started studying the occult and philosophy and realised there was people out there practising Satanism and they had literally met demons and shit that manifest,

I knew evolution and hawking shit was bogus as I debunked both theories and realised they were covering up the creators existence,
I got a hunch like fuck God is real, So I repented and apologized for ignoring God and blaspheming him for so long mocking God

Anyway the next day I just had inner peace and all my problems just vanished, my mind pure clarity and no stress the fucking voices I had in my head I wasn't skitzo just depressed always telling me I'm hopeless and suck and better off dead and shit it's not depression it's literally evil fucking spirit's messing with your mind getting inside your head, Now they have been slayed and my silent inner voice encourage me tells me im good and life is worth life, All my energy and confidence came back, my self esteem came back and life was not so fucking dreary, It is colour again, I used to dread getting up in the morning now I am keen about life and have a second chance

I never push this on anyone or preach like them annoying brainwashed idiots but I just wanted to share this incase It might help someone else if they are going through the same shit, Fuck what have you got to lose? Tell God you believe and ask for help

I still smoke weed and have a drink but not to ''deal with'' things I'm not a sorrow drinker and I can sleep without weed just do it now and then cause I enjoy it

I'm still bad as fuck , I hate society , I soc people if they get in my face and haven't changed into some fking choir boy don't get mistaken , Tupac believed in God 2 my soul lined with steel now, steel glare in my eye and ice water pumpin through my vein I can take insults, criticism and just brush it off now and laugh at it doesn't get to me anymore, I can do anything now God gave me my my courage back

Peace out!!!:cool:

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"and they had literally met demons"


No they didn't. They may have literally said they met demons.

You did not debunk evolution lmao.



It's cool if this stuff worked for you, I just felt like separation the fact from fiction in it.



EDIT: Since you brought up the topic, which God is it you believe in?

So you've started dabbling in the occult and you're already shook is what you're saying

you not built for this bro.

also all those evil feelings you had could be because you're a psychic vampire (look it up!) But you can break out of that.

Thats the interesting thing at the very end. I myself find a God possible. Considering the universe is infinite I find thinking God, Aliens, etc, would be ignorance to completely rule it out. Then again, what kind of God are we speaking of, an actual spirit deity or is our creator an advanced civilization? I also find it funny religious people can fully embrace a deity but think other civilizations in the universe is crazy xD

:noway:

:facepalm:

I laughed way too hard at this.

So uh, you debunked Evolution, but instead of going to receive your Nobel Prize you decided to just let us know and keep it moving? That's interesting.


All I really received from this post is that you're lost. As probably 90% of the population is. Including me. Though taking that curious abyss and muddying it even further with this level of religion or occultism is almost a spit in the face to truly questioning its nature, in my eyes.


I also think there is a chance you might be schizophrenic. Like, a pretty decent chance. I don't know about hearing voices self perceived as evil spirits simply because of depression.

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GOD is Real... MaCc is his henchmen. This is Blasphemy.....

To you, perhaps. To me, your position of "god is real" and not "god might be real" shows incredible amounts of information about how you approach questions/problems.

Then again, that's the nature of such a toxic belief. It asserts itself as an unmoving dogmatic obelisk failing to realize that its just another piece in a field of almost identical obelisks all doing the same thing.