How does it feel to watch my life fall apart?
 

When I first signed up to letsbeef I was mocking everyone, having a good laugh with members that like me aren't staying on letsbeef.com for much longer...

Now I'm aged, 5 years older, my skin is thicker, my hair has been through many cycles of growth and trimmings, and most important I suffer from sorrow every day

I don't expect many people to understand me. I have trouble putting my mind into words, maybe that's why I am a failure, communication is so important for success.

My greatest accomplishment was nothing short of almost kssing a girl in a mental institution, and making another one cry because I told her of my suicide attempt.

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Some of the stuff I've said here shouldn't have been shared. I'm opening up to you strangers.

If you're thinking "this is ridiculous", we can't help what we became.

you're trying too hard

Heard your soundcloud... I hope you blow up

You're a coward

Get out of your feelings

you say your from a middle class white family in the other thread , life must be sooooo hard !! your only 18 ffs , you have your whole adult life in front of you , man up and stop feeling sorry for yaself !! we all have our personal problems but there are plenty of other places to go and chat about that sort of stuff , so if ya wanna be here then put ya emotions and feelings down to a beat or take it out with some killer bars in a text or audio battle , use ya pent up feeling to your advantage instead of moaning in threads about how tough life is ..

Who are you

^^^ Was Just going ask the same thing!!

Motherfucker we all go through actual struggles some point in life.. Don't vent, face them problems head on..

I clowned murderous swag a few years back bout his dead kid an now mine is dead.... time gives you perspective like a motherfucker

that's deep

as for the OP nothing negative to say on my part, just keep your head up. life is beautiful. the Universe gives and takes. but we have a lot more control over our lives than they'd like us to know

Condolences my dude