Dear God,
 

It seems like u kinda hate me... like your tryna drive me crazy. Why'd u take my baby? FUCK YOU! He was innocent! I don't give a shit! Why didn't u take me?!? Two more months... He could've seen the world... We held him in our arms... Me n my girl. N she held him in her belly for seven... Then u decided it was time to take him to heaven. I guess we didn't have enough stress... Now we gotta deal with our son's death... That means darkness, wanna tear apart shit... Feelin heartless like an empty carcass. It's been a month now since he's been gone... But since that fuckin phone call... It's been too long. I try to be strong... N my three little boys help. Even tho it's wrong... I'm glad their with me in this hell. When they smile, I feel alrite for a while... But I'm ready to snap, so keep 911 on speed dial. Thats the insanity that comes with family... Try to hold it together, but feels like God is damning me. Panicking, my head hurts... Ready to explode, eyes overflow... Here come the wet works. N i know my woman is hurtin just as bad, she's just as sad, she's nuts, she's mad... Just like me, so why are we fighting... Gotta get it out before we end up dying crying. Kaylix, I love you, and we'll see you again... Until then... Me, your mother, and brothers, will keep you within.

Yo this legit Wigs?

Yeah, his cord got twisted and cut off circulation to his blood. I still cut his cord and got to spend some time with him tho, shit was real tough.

Damn fam stay up.

Thoughts with you and your family.

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My condolences Wig.

My condolences as well I know how it feels to lose a seed.Keep ya head up man

Damn. No words can be said to help your pain. I hate to say it, but everything happens for a reason. As a father myself reading that made me ache inside. Only time, and coming together as a family will speed the healing process here. My thoughts and prayers go out to you n yours...

Thanks ya'll, I always believed in stayin positive, even when the worst happens, I just get a little fucked up in the head sometimes n writing helps get it out, but I appreciate the kind words

Damn Wig, keep ya head up homie.

Yeah big homie... stay positive my nigga.... shit can only get better after somthing like this... remember that shit homie

Damn yo, sorry to hear that. Keep yo head up dawg!