You seen your mom the other-day, with her hands on her head-n-crying?
Have you truly looked at your mother’s-face, or just fled-while sighing
When she’s tryna give you life-lessons? then your surprised cuz the next day, you find her in her bed-n-lying
Next to a bottle-ah-halcion , other hand got knife-tentions, she’s dead-but-flying
N you can’t believe it, you thinking-she-betrayed-you
Bitch I’m thinking-who-betrayed-who
Your life’s wasted in brothels-n-now-is gone, but hers was for longer, she was next-to-dying
N-you-didn’t notice, N you didn’t listen ,n took up Some-New-Things as a focus
Like drugs-n-rapping , even though not synonymous, unlike thugs-n-stabbings
N she was there when you had the common-cold
But you didn’t care when she asked-you for help, and went to Alcoholics Anonymous
You just ignored her n gotten-gold, while masked-too.
Feel rotten, cold? Well I’ma ask you
If When you were younger you used to think-she-was-superhuman, n-you-said-yes
N you must’ve still thought-it when you were twenty-two, when-you-spent-checks n
Broke her heart so many times, n watched it shrink-too-much-its-super-screwed-man
N don’t blame others, you caused-it, what about MLK, he was twenty-too!
You’re in shock n notice-a-note-behind-her, so now you’re praying-to-god
It’s not what you think-it-is, you slowing-n-scared-inside-ya, while slaying-ah-thought
But God’s looking at your heart and trying splitting-it
You want to reach-for-god, while tryna preach-so-long how everyone’s tryna impeach-your-odds
You remember that god left you a long-time-ago
And’s been gone since, when you played the devils song-at-your-show
Saying you’ll never need god-or-his-help
But now where your squad-with-their-shells?
Who you gave your life to , now it’s on-with-just-hell
Why are you so shocked only satan-would-respond?
He watched you live your life of raping-and-bongs
And decided a place next to his own, where you’ll be staying-for-long
And now that yours core-shaken, drained of speech-and-now-broke
You remember your souls-taken, and you reach-for-the-note
“Do you remember your sister-daisy?
N how she was kidnapped raped-n-taken
To another plane of existence, when she became-forsaken ?
Well I’m starting to miss-her-daily
Matter of fact I wish I was next-to-her
I still remember how you messed-with-her
Blamed her for your failures-n-mistakes
But even though you seemed to hate-her-she-ached
N worked just to get you your college-fund
So since all-is-none, and you’ve given your life-away
I’ve given it to your aunt, n all-her-sons
I hope you survive-today
But I just couldn't face-the-pain
for another, I feel draped-n-smother
So I’ve decided to see your sister, to make sure-she’s-alright
I just hope it don’t cause you too much pain, and that you-will-fight
Through the hardships, instead of lying-n-just-faking
And well since you shit-on-life , n seemed-so-sure
That I didn’t care, I tried to make you see, I was trying-n-sadly-waiting
But since you don’t care bout the gift of life that gave you yours
I guess I might-as-well-just-take-it.”
- Your Dear Mother
I hope you realized she loved-you and you see it clearly
While you decide whether to hang from a rope or let a bullet touch-you, if even nearly
That you feel hushed-too, and remember you made her live her life-in-pain
Lastly, remember your cowardice made both your lives-in-vain
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Also mods feel free to move this wherever this should go. Too long for the cypher section but I just copied and pasted when I made it there to the forums.