Try having serious anger problems and having to fight to control them.. Thats a fucking struggle.. Stress, depression, homicidal thoughts.. I created that shit for myself by digging my grave and laying in it.. I'm just glad im climbing out of it but i still need help for the monsters I've created.. Shit eats at people... I dont feel sorry for myself and i dont wanna kill every hiring manager in my city anymore cuz i took advantage of whats out there just like anyone else can.. People really do choose to struggle and make life harder..
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Im lying, i still wanna kill people
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I need some fucking meds but how do you ask a psychiatrist for that type of shit.. "Ay bro i really hate people and im probably gonna kill some so can i get some pills for that? I cant stand dudes but i kind of like females though but i still might kill them.."