FINDING THE STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN
I've been traveling this place, My Whole Body, Subdued, Gone
But I kept Battling For Days, Moving My Soul Without Any Shoes On
I've Watched My Family when they Weeped and Cried as they were Droppin the News
Now I just walk through darkness with shrieks and Eye's, and Goblins And Goons
Demons Are Dreadful, The Heartless That Seek My Life for Bargains and Food
and the Legions and Devils that deplete my sight and darken my views
But I'm Keeping It Level, This Part of Me Seeks the light as an Honorable Move
Am I Clever Enough to Get Thru It? "Idk" But I'm Still Hoping Despite
The Days passed.. I'll Need Better Than Luck To Get Moving and Cope Thru Da Night
Searching Rigorously without Jennifer Love Hewitt To Show Me The Light.
Is this Purgatory? Am I in hell or being tested by the almighty god?
Is heaven just unheard of glory,that they tell, before your rested in tiny pods?
Or is the Word just Faulty, the religion they tell, just a psyche Fraud?
Answer Me Dammit! I'm Dead n 'Lost The Fight', and Even Cecil Gets To Keep Rappin
I've been hunting forever, Like when eagles ready to feed madly
Putting up with all the Evil Vessels as they reach at me.
I'm Losing faith and belief in you, Show Me a Sign Christ
The Longer I Search The More I Stay Retreating You, I can't Find Light
No Pathway Leading me To The Golden Gates
Just Wrath and Beating me until My Soul Is Old And Grey
I've Praised and Gave you Glory Throughout My Lifetime
Please God, Jesus Christ, I'm Tired, Send Me a Lifeline
As I my soul dropped to the floor, and the sorrows took over
The Sky Brighted Up, Topped with a Roar, Which Followed A closure
I peaked over the Horizon, as a Dove swooped down and Nudged me to Follow
So I leaped, went Floating and Flying, and Running thru Grotto's
Then My Life Flew Past as the sky lightened up like some usable bleach
and at the end of the path, Was bright green grass and a beautiful beach
The Bird sat at a stairway, filled with vines, blue and red roses
It spilled at this time, At last through the dead, I have been chosen
I took each step slowly treasuring my success and achievement
Thru the tests and the beating, when I lessened believing
he still brought me up through the golden gates, and mended my broken core
and I was greeted at the entrance, with friends and family to open the doors
I no longer need the Caution to fight, Since I've received the promise of light
I stepped in.. The world behind me dissappeared along with darkness and life.