Dysfunctional
Dear Dad I know you always wanted to play HOCKEY IN LEAGUES but I believe along the way you got LOST IN YOUR DREAMS and you forgot what HONESTY MEANS. 20 years later you have COLOSTIMY BAGS CAUGHT IN YOUR VEINS it's only now that MOMMY CAN SAY your BODY'S OKAY. I made new friends dad is that a GOOD THING? Mom says they'll stay for ever am I just getting HOODWINKED I don't what I SHOULD THINK. Alot of people said they would STAY but they've all gone aSTRAY you won't go right dad? you've been here for me being potty TRAINED and when I WALKED THE FIRST DAY I don't wanna be here when you start WALKING AWAY! I'm CAUGHT IN THE FRAY and THOUGHTS OF DECAY has my mind at CONSTANT DISMAY I don't think my OPTIONS TODAY can POSSIBLY SAY what I WANT TO DISPLAY. But I just WANT TO KNOW if it all POSSIBLE when you finally go up to that CONSCIOUS HOME will you still remember me with your HEART AND SOUL cuz i'll remember you as the only person in my life that resembled that role MODEL THOUGH. So as I stand before you in this HOSPITAL and when your time has come and you GOTTA GO just know that I will always love you and for the last OBSTACLE I just wanted to say VAMANOS. Dear Dad I hope your having FUN IN HEAVEN but I'm JUST SUGGESTING don't have to much fun cuz your SON IS GETTING close to the point where the FUN PROGRESSES. When we meet like a COLLEGE REUNION it'll be FAR FROM PROTRUDING when I ask you HOW ARE YOU DOING. I'll run up and sweep you OFF OF YOUR FEET then start where we finished and begin TALKING FOR WEEKS. For ME TO EXPLAIN the WEEKS FULL OF PAIN ain't EASY TO SAY. So when you reading this and I CEASE TO PORTRAY my FEELINGS AT BAY just know that this letter is already helping with it EASING AWAY. I can't remember HALF OF OUR MEMORIES but the FACT THAT YOU MEANT TO ME THAT MUCH DISCRESSION . It's a FACT THAT YOUR LEGACY hasn't PASSED THE HELPLESS CREED of PATH TO FORGETTIN'. The THOUGHT OF YOU is like PROSECUTION. All the DOCTORS KNEW IS that you gotta PURSUE IT. And pull through it but your patience was WEARING THIN and your sanity was TEARING IN. I'm gonna rage and smash every single COFFIN till I'm able to pinpoint the one that you're LOCKED IN. So dad if you can HEAR ME NOW I hope I did you REALLY PROUD. This isn't a plea for help just the EAGER SOUND of an adult with the same aspirations as his MIRRORED CHILD. I Love You Dad ( Hate If You Want It Took A Long Time To Gain The Courage To Post This)